Watching a movie recently about a girl who pretends to be a boy and gets punished like a boy made me want to play a scene in which I could be a boy to (and get punished ;) ).
That reminded me what I used to think about playing a boy when I first started my kinky adventures. I simply couldn't see a point to pretend to be someone I can't possibly be. Over the years however, my point of view changed.
First of all, traditionally boys get up to much more mischief and consequently get punished much more often. Secondly, punishment of boy seems to be simpler, less complicated and easier to fantasise about. I mean, I can't possibly imagine a boy running in tears, looking for parents because he got a little slap on the wrist. And I do can imagine, in a heart beat, a girl doing that. Any sort of (role)play for me is about what I can and cannot imagine. So if I'm in a mood for brisk, rather unsympathetic but fair punishment being a boy sounds like the right thing.
But what about being a girl who pretends to be a boy?
The concept sounded like a new things that definitely needed exploring, and the stable boy, James, was born. (S)he was a rather lazy boy, who took just one break too many during the day and was cought having a nap under the tree when (s)he should be working.
Pants went down and the boy was bent over to be whipped. So, boys are breave right? Well, maybe they are, but I'm not LOL. And soon, I was squealing in a very high pitched manner.
'Stop squealing like a girl, boy!' HH said in character to me.
And I tried. I really did. And failed quite miserably at it. More than that, in the attempt I have been tensing my whole body so badly that after few minutes my legs felt like I have been running for miles.
After the scene I collapsed on the bed simply unable to move aching all over. My ass was probably the only part of my body that didn't ache badly. It was nicely warm and burning just the way I like, but I have learnt one thing:
I make a very miserable and pathetic boy LOL
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This is at least the third time I've read that a female enjoys this role, and also was inspired by the same movie.
ReplyDeleteAn interesting aspect of the scene in the movie is that the "master" doesn't know the boy is a girl, which presumably puts everything in a different sexual context. The same theme has been used with romance, where a man falls for a woman pretending to be a man, thereby making it a more "pure" form of love free of lust. Once her gender is revealed, then an even greater romance is possible.
Does that relate at all to your attraction to the role? In your fantasy, you describe it from the boy's perspective, you being a boy, and how a boy, in general, should act. You end up acting "like a girl" because, after all, that's what you are. Is the spanker's perspective, and your relationship to him, important? Is the punishment more genuine or "pure" if the male is punishing a person he believes is another male?
Sounds like a really good scene!
ReplyDeleteMakes me wonder, being into /F punishment, whether I could play a scene like this if my character thought he was punishing a boy, even if real me knew I was whacking a real girl. Interesting...
Ross - You ask very interesting questions. Im not however able to answer it at this stage. I need to do far more thinking (and experimentation!) to know what exactly about similar scenes is more important or more powerful.
ReplyDeleteIn this case we were inspired by the movie, and both wished Charles would find excuses to punish Frank AFTER he knew Frank is not really Frank but Francis. However hour roleplay didn't yet go that far and limtied itself to the initial punishment when all concerned think that the boy is indeed a boy.
This is a very interesting account, Kami! Since many of my oldest fantasies are M/M, the idea of being punished as a boy (or a girl who pretends to be a boy) holds a very strong appeal for me.
ReplyDeleteIt looks like Ludwig and I will try it out for real as well, as soon as I've got a fitting naval cadet uniform that is... ;-) I'm very curious to find out how I will react and how it works for Ludwig and me. Like you, Abel, Ludwig isn't really interested in spanking a boy, but the idea of spanking me as a boy in a naval scenario seems to hold quite an appeal for him!