Forced exercising

I think I'm getting over the worst part of subdrop.

I most definitely want to be spanked again. After all spanking is a perfect way to say 'Good morning', 'Good night', 'Nice to see you'. You name the reason.

I even definitely want to play again, but the feeling that one scene, one particular scene, was better than anything else can ever get is still with me.

I always kind of knew I'm into forced exercises. But I had no how hot it will be, how much hotter than fantasizing about it. I wish I could preserve that memory for ever. I wish I could LIVE in that moment forever, or at least get back there whenever I feel like. But I can feel the memory fading, I lose details and contrast. And it's so sad.
That scene is just so worth of preserving it for ever.

It all started very simply from HH saying he fancied me in gym outfit (which is a perfectly understandable idea, right? Who wouldn't like caning a girl in gym shorts LOL) So few minutes later, white-dressed girl entered the 'gym'.

I had absolutely NO idea how hot performing exercises while dressed scantily can be.
With him walking around holding a cane.
With the simple rule of six cane strokes if I fail.

Most of the exercises were about me holding some strenuous position, so soon all my muscles were trembling and I could feel my mind slipping into a very nice place.

The more my body was trembling the better I felt.
With my eyes closed, concentrating so hard not to let go.
Feeling so happy and satisfied every second I managed to do what I was asked to.

It's going to sound utterly sick but it felt much better that any idea of sex to me. And was far more arousing.

Pain becomes so different in those moments. I can feel it and suffer it, but at the same time I'm above it. Winning.

When after caning I collapsed on the floor, resting my shaking body and my knees and hands I felt better that probably ever in my life. I felt like I was actually kneeling in front of him and it felt good (apart from the fact that I was not kneeling and he was not in front of me). It felt appropriate.

I bent my elbows lowering my face toward the carpet trying so hard to preserve the moment. I didn't want it to end, my shaking muscles wanted more, my mind wanted more.

Suddenly it was all so clear, why am I kinky and all that. It seemed like every event and moment Kami Robertson experienced during the last 28 months was leading to it, to that few minutes. Like everything that happened gave me strength to let go, allowed me to stop worrying about my body and disconnect from it.

I was on all four, half-naked, on the ground, shaking, fighting for breath and that's when I realised there is no other place where I would rather want to be at that time.

Happiness feeling me from inside, sense of gratification and completion and so much more.

I think that at moment, she actually wanted to please him...

I always knew I'm into forced exercises, after all PE lessons were the only way I could satisfy my masochistic needs in the past. I had no idea I missed it so much...