Oh, btw - I'm a spanking model

I went to see a physiotherapist last week. Before the visit I decided I need to tell her about the kinky stuff. I went there complaining about pain in my leg, upper bum and lower back, I *needed* to know it's not playing that is responsible for it.
But how the hell was I suppose to do that?

'Oh, by the way, I like having my bum thrashed, can it make the pain in leg and back worse?' LOL Somehow that just sounds way to sick.

So after she ask me all the normal question I decided to use a little bit more delicate approach.

'I think there is something more I need to tell you...You see...I'm...I'm...I really don't know how to say it (she moved closer to me as I started whispering)...I'm a fetish model.

Clearly no understanding on on her face.

'Yyy...A spanking model'

She nodded violently like she knew everything about spanking model.

'So... (I continued feeling a little bit encouraged) I do get regularly beaten on my bum...with various implements...I have been thinking whether it can make the pain in my back worse. I do know that some of the girl doing *that* had some back problems...not that I play that hard. Anyway, I just thought you should know about it...'

'It's ok (she reassured) It's good you tell me that.'

'I don't really think it might make it worse, but...'

'Tell me, when you do that, are you required to be in any awkward positions?'

Like seriously 'required'?? 'REQUIRED'?! Is it only me or it sounds like she knows more about D/s than I? LOL

'No, I do not play with ropes (I answered carefully, determined NOT to use word bondage). Usually I have my hands and legs free so I can move if I want to.'

'Ok. I really it don't think it's the cause. Anyway, how often you do that?'

“Yyyyy...Every two weeks, sometimes less frequently, sometimes more...depend...' (because if I have longer break from being whacked I just go nuts LOL)

I'm sure I was blushing like hell LOL And I know, I probably didn't need to tell her about the whole CP stuff, I was 95% sure it's not playing, but still, I *needed* the reassurance I can go off and play all I want.

Later on she asked me to bend over and touch the floor which I did with no problems putting my whole palms flat.

'Easily' (came the comment and I needed to bite my tongue not to say 'normal in my profession' LOL)

Anyway, the cause of my problem seems to be my stupid arched back. So in case have been a fan of my arched back (because of course it's arched back, not bum that spankos are into LOL) have a nice pic,


I regret to inform you though that Kami Robertson doesn't posses back that arches any more. Well, in theory it still arches, but I'm having serious conversation with my spine to stop arching, one day I will convince it to stop ;)

Missing the arched back already? Right, have one more pic ;)


And anotehr one,



Apparently simple advice to sit and stand differently plus some exercises helped me considerably. Back pain is gone, and I can again sleep properly :) I went today to see her again and I have been told I have been good girl and put a lot of work to modify my posture :)

Small problem is that I was marked. No flattering straight cane marks, I have huge, the most unflattering bruise I have ever had. Looks like someone kicked me, which is not so far from true considering the fact it was slipper that did it! LOL

Anyway, I know she noticed, but really, it's so deep and faint it can be easily taken for some skin discolouration, if it just wasn't so bloody painful! Still, it might be good I didn't try to traumatise her with black bruising all over my bum LOL Unless she really knows more about spanking models and D/s that I would give her credits for! LOL